Tuesday, October 24, 2006 @ 1:46 PM
Hey hey peeps! My com is still not back, I am still using my bro's laptop.Anyway, many things have happened in my lyfe. I got back my results, etc. etc. etc. and I also heard extremely disturbing news [ disturbing for me la ].
Now I really know the meaning when people say ' Love is blind ' and ' Love cannot be controlled ' . When I heard the ' news ' , I was really heart broken. I admit that I still can't accept THAT fact. Right now what I need is support and time to figure matters out. I really wonder, Can my heart ever be mended back to the way it once was? Now since I know that all once-had hope is gone, I might as well give up right? But it is definately easier said than done. What am I supposed to do now? Why must I always let my strong feelings get the better of me? I tried to give up b4 once, and now I am trying again. But I highly doubt that it would be possible for me to give up just like that. Haiz.
At least there is sth that I can look forward to. I am going to watch the 2/4 EMP concert with my besties tomorrow. I bet that it is going to be a blast!
Suffering from a seriously wounded heart,
- anNe -